Not ten minutes after my last blog entry I got call, without warning yet again, from High Risk OB/Perinatology. I have now been fully transferred to high risk. I was sent home yesterday and was told everything was "good".
Well, everything is not good. In less than two weeks my cervix has shortened 5mm, or half a centimeter. It went from 3.2 to 2.7. Have I mentioned I abhor Kaiser? Perinatology couldn't give me specifics of why I was referred, so I actually didn't even know about my cervix while I was setting the appointment up. Then I called regular OB and had to sit on the phone for 20 minutes waiting for someone to answer, and then was told about my cervix.
I'm not being seen until next Thursday, although I'm supposed to get a call back tomorrow to find out if I can be seen Friday because I'm scared if we wait too long it will be at the risk of my son and his safety. It's hard to have any confidence in them, they have mismanaged my care so much thus far.
I'm wishing and praying and hoping I make it to at least 36 weeks if not full term, the alternative is almost incomprehensible. I have never been so scared about anything in my life as I am of losing my son.
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